close to dream

the embassy has the whole set. but I could only take this picture only sobsobbbss

Last week I went to the Residence of Japan Embassy in Jalan Langgak Golf near Ampang. It was for an event where 23 local students were rewarded Japan Government Scholarship by the ambassador  Most of them were postgraduates, and well, younger than me.

*lari ke corner bilik nangis kejap*

Anyway, it was a big house, nice 'zen-feeling' interior design, and Japanese English speaking MC. Sepet jugakla mata nak faham, nasib baik the ambassador boleh speaking English elok-elok. Siap bagi salam lagi, and I don't know whyy..

(is he a Muslim, I don't know)

Honestly I was overwhelmed when I got the assignment. I love everything Japan, as you already know. I mean, not everday I got to enter his residency, kan?

Berangan la jugak kejap feeling-feeling macam kat Jepun. Kejap jela.

I envy those students. I really do. They're going today and will experience spring season, which I love so much. One of those who I interviewed just got married and he's planning to bring his wife along.

And I was standing there like, #foreveralone. Hahaha.

I don't really know why I want to write this story, but let me tell you something.

I can feel that I'm very close to my dream. I can feel that one day, soon enough, I'll be able to go to Japan, too. And find my husband there.

Eh, lari topik pulak hahahaha.

Dah, dah. Selamat tidur. Esok kerja.